complaint: I really don't want to get a job for the 5 ish weeks I would have left to work. I worked hard all school year, and I will be working full-time at school along with a really full schedule. Call me lazy, but I want a break. I don't ask for much, but I have paid for everything for myself for a little over a year now, and I will do okay if I relax for a month. I need it. Unfortunately, I don't think my mother will let me do anything until I have a job. sigh. reading: The Fountainhead, by Ayn Rand Madame Bovary, by Gustave Flaubert Don't Waste Your Life, by John Piper blessings: It rained for about 10 minutes today. Oh how the dry, fire-plagued Nevada desert needs it!  E-mails from overseas thought: Call me silly, but I get worried that I'm going to be behind at school-- that it's going to be another race mentality concerning who can be smarter and take the most rigorous courses like it was in high school. I need to learn how to learn for myself, not for the race. I don't want another race. Education shouldn't be a competition. longing: counting down the days until you come home!!!!!!! I hope his jet-lag from a 9 hour time difference doesn't keep us apart for longer than that. My goodness, I've missed him! (yes, I am a bit of a silly romantic) трахните меня, Кейси !

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